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It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go. but you keep holding on, and you want to move on but your stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but dont no where to to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to  think back how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different, and may never be the same again. You tell yourself its not worth it, but if it really didnt matter, you wouldnt spend so much time thinking about it.